my life, my rules

2007-05-14T17:17:00.000+08:00

2007-03-25T19:02:00.000+08:00

ok, ok. i know i haven been posting for a LONG time but i've really been caught up in stuff that ought to be done centuries ago. But anyway, sorry for those who are so enxious to know about my life. hahas!

been researching on my dnt problem. just switched to a new one. that's y i've to really chiong through loh. just hope that nth will go wrong in my progress. otherwise, it's really end of the world for me. anyway, im nt that goody goody good girl as to be studying for the past few hours la. i surfed and did some personality tests. i know it's lame to some but hey, it's just a breather or whatever you call it.

You Are 20% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.
Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

How Evil Are You?

Your Love Type: ENFJ

The Giver
In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail.For you, sex is not seperate from love and caring.
Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational.However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner.
Best matches: INFP or ISFP

What's" Your Love Type?

didn't really get it la. haha. but i really agree with the evil-ness test. im such an angel. haha!!! *puke* but im really not that bad la. at least i don't go around criticising everyone. i just talk behind them. Wahaha!!! jking jking.

maybe i havent been posting for too long but my eng does sound stiff. it's so un-short form. but whatever, just get used to it. it's part of my campaign in improving my english. too long never blog so not used to it leh. it's like chatting online with urself la. oh shit! headache. tabai one leh. sunday comfirm will headache one la. taboleh tahan. maybe cos sleep too long. or maybe i'm really getting on years. but if i am, you're on years already!!! haha!!! xP

just did my third test. personality test la. not maths test all that loh. sunday still got test will die leh. anyway, it's a 'how emotionally mature i am' test. i just clicked submit but haven't seen the result. should be quite childish la. like what my mother always says 'sa buay sek' which is cook not cooked. aiya, it just means im childish la. heh heh.

You Are 69% Grown Up, 31% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

yay!!! im more mature than childish!!! watever. zz.

really have to go chiong finish dnt liao. i know this post very short. but i promise another one once i'm free alright? that's a lie. haha!!! jking la. and wanting, i haven't forgot about your blogskin. Once, i'm free yea? Meanwhile, keep missing me peeps! cheerios! ;)

2006-11-08T21:23:00.000+08:00

walala. went to the movies today wif melg rah and char. first time out to movies wif dem. kinda last minute arrangement. we only started planning lyk... today morning. be4 class. really is very LAST minute. wahaha.

gah. i dun tink the song is lyk working... bg song i mean. i seriously dun tink i hear aniting wen i open my blog. wadeva. dun care. fix it lyk... wen i wana. tt's me. do tings only wen i wana. tt's the reason bhind the amount i hafta or wana do. lalala.

wee... baby's staying over tonite. tho it'd mean i cant play audition now but it's stil great to haf him ard. everybody's all smiles the moment he starts running ard tinking tt u're chasing him wen ur tryin to make him stop and wear his pants. haha. he's the perfect person for me to play wif. we're somhow lyk of the same age. at least i act lyk im of the same age as him. ok, i admit, im childish. blah. =)

anw, bye peeps. ^.^V

2006-11-05T12:34:00.000+08:00

omg. im starting to get dam pissed wif my laptop. it keeps jecting electricity. gotta go change. mayb my bro spoilt it or sth...

wee... i bought the princess hours vcd ytd. heh heh heh. and the 'i zhou kan' wif joo ji hoon, yun ean hae and kim jong hoon the day be4 ytd. and a few weeks ago, i bought the soundtrack. wahaha. im so dam happy. anw, i finally recalled wad i wana watch, as in k-drama and taiwan-dramas. and it turns out to b alot. let's hope tt it's uploaded on to youtube.

im tinking of changing my blogskin... but i dun rilly haf the mood to do it. im still dciding whether to play audition, find those videos on youtube, watch the vcd i bought, do my blogskin and finish copying the stack of info charmaine lend me. omg. so many tings to do.. i tink i'll jus push the blogskin back, meanwhile, i jus play audition... heh heh heh. =D

anw, bye peeps. ^.^V

2006-10-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

dammit. audition canot play. nvm. i go watch princess hours again. heh.

got back results today. gt 8th in class but the average is nt tt gd. no, it's nt gud at all. wadeva.

well, i've made up wif frens, quarrel wif frens. wadeva. tt's everyday life isn't it? one ting im certain is tt im pretty fustrated wif sum ppl now. oso, some frenships, i tink i'll jus let dem stay how dey r now. nt t im nt in the mood but rather, i dun tink dere's a nid for it. in other words, not worth my time. seriously, one ting i wana say to sumone is tt, get out of my face la, im nt ur maid or sum animal who u can treat in any way u lyk and stil haf no feelings. i m pure human. gt feelings. get tt?

i tink im jus gona change my blogskin, update profiles, edit my frienster profile and all. until audition is up and ready to play. sth rong sumwhere la. but wadeva it is.

bye peeps. ^.^V

2006-10-20T12:02:00.000+08:00

woah. i finished watching Princess Hours. heh. i bought the soundtrack. =) but guess wad. im watching it again. it's just too nice to not watch it again. wahaha.

waiting for the dam pizza. dam hungry.

bye peeps. =D

2006-09-30T21:53:00.000+08:00

dammit. im jus too tempted to touch my com. but im nt supposed to la. mayb i shld jus throw the whole com downstairs. directly out of the window den i wun b tt tempted. wth. how can i do tt. i'll make myself more tempted to nt study and go out to fix tt dam com. aiya wadeva. im jus purely mad.

bye peeps. =D

2006-09-03T18:48:00.000+08:00

hoho, i finally founf the video for [ Save the Last Dance for Me]. haha. now i've got sth to do aredy. but im lyk pissed wif my dad. he is just so making it obvious tt he is siding wif my brothers. ugh, wadeva. who cares. they can b king if dey wan to. i dun nid tt awful 'crown'.

anw, the video is taking dam slow. to buff only. is it taking foreva or wad? wadeva. lyk singapore idol contestants r goin down to the HTA opening. kinda weird. it's lyk, i tot it wld b a dam serious ting and wld involve parade. If there's goin to b parade den the contestants go down for wad? part of the parade? aiyo wadeva la. but im seriously tinking of goin down wif perhaps melg and rah. doubt dey wil b free. aiya, c how la. i've gt too many tings up my sleeve.

anw, gtg.
bye peeps.

2006-09-02T20:56:00.000+08:00

woah, i must seriously get down to fixing my blog. the skin has been there for lyk months. super long. but im nt rilly in the mood. duno y either. i haf been having serious mood-swings to everything ard me. ugh, wadeva.

anw, i finished watching another korean series frm a few yrs back wen i wasn't tt into korean dramas. well, i haf memory abt it but i used to tink tt the show wasnt nice. but now after i watched it. it's GREAT!!! haha. well, it's a romance drama la. which supposedly makes u cry and cry and cry but tis show doesnt really make u cry but it's lyk, catches ur attraction and u wld lyk, get addicted to it cos u wana noe wad happen to the leads. yeap, nice show. i finshed the whole 16 episodes in lyk 1 day if u measure the 1 day by hours. yeap, quite fast for my type. i tend to start the whole show all over again lyk in the middle of the whole series. in short, it's nice. [ Loving You ] <-- show name. well, its nice la. for my type.

anw, i gtg.
love ya peeps

2006-09-01T20:46:00.000+08:00

omg. why on earth is dere such a jerk on earth? lyk pls, if u haven gt prove, dun mention ppl in ur ugly gayish ladyish girlish blog tt i spam ur tagboard. moreover, even if i did it, i wld gladly admit it. lyk guess why dere are ppl who spam ur blog? u tink u r famous huh? pls. u haven tried the worse. stop contradicting urself. get a life and get out of my sight. wonder how on earth i even start to noe u. omg. i shall stop toking abt it since i didnt do it.

actually wad's the diff between 3/1 and 3/4. we're both on the same level but guess wad? we on diff tips. tt xplains y we r diff kind of ppl. simple. its lyk north and south cant meet. aiya, wadeva. sean can look down on me but im so nt goin to look down on him. nt worth my time but he had better nt get on my nerves anymore. everybody has gt their own limit.

2006-08-19T09:36:00.000+08:00

im officially bored. dying of boredom. nobody to tok to leh. mayb sumbody will come online. but, most of them went out leh. went to ice-skate. i noe, im un-fun. tt's y i din tag along =) wadeva la. i'll only spoil things. tt's how pessimistic i am. no, my self-esteem is jus simply too low to handle the fact. haha. =(

i gotta really start study. but i cant get to it. and i duno why. mayb i nid sumbody to lyk tell me 'EH! GO STUDY LA!' but seems lyk there isn't rilly anyone ard to tell me tat. but anyway, i just planed that i will start wif chem the moment i finish tis. tis is lyk... crap la. i duno y i m writing all tis for.

the sun just got blocked by the clouds. not gonna b that bright for quite a while i guess. but the sun will still come out frm behind the clouds, and it'll b bright again. how i wish my life will b lyk tat. mayb im jus too used to having company for these few days. tt's y im so NOT used to having nobody to tok to. well, the np girls and guys go to ATC which i din go and dat alone has left me lesser frens to tok to. and den, sujia wanting dey all go ice-skate. sujia did ask me to go but aiya, i'll spoil tings only, so might as well, dun go rite? and dat has left me wif melissa, sarah and faris to tok to. but melissa's com is spoilt and to add on to it, sarah and melissa gonna go susie's hse to study. two lesser frens. den it's faris. he has been online since yesterday. and tt means NO FREN to tok to. woah. i m pathetic!!!

wadeva.
tok to me, pls...

2006-08-18T17:41:00.000+08:00

Ok. I'm back home now. My mood just changed 180 degrees ard. lyk pls, it's only 1630 wen i reached hm and my brother olwaes, wifout fail, reach hm only at 7, but y is my mother sayin tt i am the one who is reaching hm at 7? lyk... wadeva.

And now, she is giving me the cold shoulder. lyk wad's wrong? cant i even spend time wif my frens? so u r allowed to and im nt la. so considerate. it's not lyk as though i dont study and only play. i do study even though i do play. at least my results are not as bad as my brother right???

im dam bored. insufficient slp. nobody to tok to. no mood for hw. how can it get better? frankly speaking, i was tinking of doing my work but now, im giving second thoughts to that thought. i am just not in the mood la. forgive me sarah. for asking u to study wen im nt. but im sure i will study later.

anyway, the joke of the day was some yellow ting, wonder wad's the joke. but anyway, i recalled another joke and we luffed at it too. her goes.

The fone "green green". I pink up the fone.
"Yellow? Blue you looking for?"
"Huh? wrong number ah? OK! U dun purple-ly call BLACK ah!"
"bye bye"

that is so colourful. just as colourful as my life. =)

2006-08-07T18:50:00.000+08:00

Woah.. am i great or wad? I managed to do a blogskin in a day. But it was a really simple one so yeap, im nt tt great after all. heh heh. but at least i did it. hahas. i haven complete one for quite a long time. In short, it is still accomplishing that i did one new blogskin today.

WEEEEEE!!!!! hahas :))

Today was so screwed. dam screw. Can my day get worse? Yes, ut that is if i sprain my ankle again later. heh heh. there's sth rong wif the 'b'. As in the key. So nice of it loh. =(

Wonder how tommorrow will b. i dun wana go to sch. It's just simply a waste of time. complete Waste. Report at same time den stay in sch to do stupid tings den go home at 10am. Is that stupid or time badly spent? Wadeva it is, im gona try to convince my dad to let me skip tml. Tml is so gay, super GAY, DEFINITELY GAY!!! wadeva :))

Im in a super good mood, but why huh? duno la, but i sure i hope i stay happy for the rest of the day. It's better den a bad hair day!! =)))

2006-08-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

ok, wen was my last post? aiya wadeva. cant b bothered. anyway, i noe very long nv post. cos melg jus complained. lol. she's such s bother. do u blieve tt her iq is lyk 131? no rite? mayb she rmb wrongly. mayb tt's her height wen she did the test. yeap. must b... im seriously sick of tis blogskin. ok. i'll change it mayb tml mayb nxt wk.

alamak. y i got so many tings to do one? im dam tired la. may nxtwk can finsh loh. since nxt wk gt alot of holi. lol. so shiok. haha. im watching the maid. lol. so tata!

2006-07-15T18:25:00.000+08:00

woah... my last entry was lyk on 030606. and it's lyk more den one month ago. power eh? well, im multi-tasking between the minesweeper game wif melg and blogging. tt's y im losing big time.

well, for the past month... i've been leading life pretty good... patched some old frenship up and finshed my first paper for my O lvl chinese.ok.. it's only oral... no big deal about oral but u wil stil get pretty nervous esp. since there was sum china guy sitting bhind me who wld switch between kicking ur chair, shaking his leg causing the floor to shake lyk earthquake and singing off tune. well... he's got creepy eyes... tt's 1 ting i gotta admit. his eyes r small and flying up... as in u noe the ends of ur eyes? the ones tt r closer to ur ear? they luk lyk they r puled upwards. yeap. and he
s got rilly long sideburns tt is lyk pretty obvioud tt he din really tidy them up for a long time and his moustache or wadeva u call it... was well... reminds me of drunkards who were chased out by their mums or their wives. VERY untidy. on the whole, i got a terrible shock wen i turned ard to c him luking at me ( cos i was luking at him wif a really shocked face ). let's not tok abt it. brings me the creep. u wld tink the same way if u were in my shoes. tis is sth im certain of. definitely.

watsmore... oh ya... i told charmaine tt the ting tt i haf for him wil officailly end tis july... i mean it'll end at 0000hr of the 1st of august. tis is sth tt im certain. sick of it. gotta concentrate on my studies if it rilly doesnt haf any result. i duno la. but im certain abt the studies part. nt worth wasting my time on sth not fruitful, agree?

well, i gtg. melg waiting for me to play wif her. lol. i shall go den.
ciao ;)

2006-06-03T08:44:00.000+08:00

ok.. it's 0841 wen i start tis. im freaking tired cos i haven had enuff slp for the past few days. yeap.
some of ur wld noe wad happen.
my uncle passed away. =(((
today gonna b the last day.. the day we send him on his last journey.
tml we'll move my late grandpa to the same 'temple' as my uncle.
im freakin tired down wif sore throat and fever (yesterday.. 38.1... cool eh?)
but im totally not gonna miss today.
bcos if i miss it.. dere wun b anader time.
i noe i used to not really lyk him cos of wad he do to ppl ard him but i definitely dun feel the same now.
now, i keep having flashbacks of the times wen he brought me out to play wif his wife before dey had a daughter and before dey divorced.
i miss him. really miss him alot...

even though there is no way i can go back to the past... i will always rmb him. =(

2006-05-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

omg... i finished devil beside you for the 2nd time liao... and wanting is still at her first time... lol.. she's just so slow... and i even fell aslp in front of the laptop last nite wen watching... so im supposedly slower den her loh.. but i still watch faster den her... is she slow or wad? lol... kidding... =)

alamak... y so sian one... nvm... i go watch anader show... wee~ =)))

2006-05-17T20:07:00.000+08:00

i finished the whole series of Devil Beside You... i cried lyk a siao la... ok... rather stupid... but it's the furz time i actually dare to do it. =) haha... feel so relaxed... haven cried for tt long in such a long time... phew... furz time dun nid to hold on my tears... =))

anw... i gtg... my stupid dam of a uncle is in hospital AGAIN... lyk wth.. anw.. SULIN!!! muz recover fast fast hohx!!! =)))

2006-05-12T13:55:00.000+08:00

woah... i survived the exam period... cool... wadeva.. im more interested in my results for chem maths and eng and chi onli... i mean... nt lyk i heck the rest but im jux nt as enthu as im for the sub i mentioned... anw... mr A.Goh told me tt i did BADLY for dnt... well... was quite disappointed.. considering tt i lyk spent a long long time to study for it... but charmaine passed!!! Yay!!! three cheers for charmaine!!! haha...

i wana watch voice... but it's NC16... cant dey lyk jux make it PG... im sure it wld b a wonderful experience for young kids... i mean... it's onli a lil bit of blood and dey say it's unsuitable for 'children' below 16... lyk.. WTH?!

anw... im a victim of melg... yeap... it's sum 'ting' tt i hafta name 7 quality and gender of a mate and list out 7 'victims' and tag their board... lyk lol... but... i've gt nth to lose lahx.. anw.. here goes nth...

gender:male... (im nt yet a lesbian)
1. humourous (must know how to make me happy)
2. cheerful (who wans a ku gua lian bside him/her?)
3. not too guai (i duwan a mummy's boy!!!)
4. gotta love kids (cos i love dem!!!)
5. mature (at least more mature den me)
6. almost similar interest (preferably in the supernatural)
7. kind-hearted

well... i haven seen anyone lyk tt... yet... but mayb cos i walk wif my eyes close... but wadeva la...
and my victims shall b...
1. Wan Ting
2. Xuan Yi
3. Serene
4. Valerie
5. Charmaine
6. Sarah
7. Sharon

phew... it was hard deciding who to make me victim... but anw...gtg tag boards... haha! =)

2006-05-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

weee~i submitted my furz blogskin... haha.. so happy... lol... for myself... hahahaha... =))
gonna go take a luk at it again ltr...
well... i fixed wanting's blog, linked sharon and wanting, re-link serene, added eileen on frenster and toked on the fone for hours... haha... and now... i gotta start work... i work best at nite.. wad to do... lol...
anw... im gonna take anader luk at the blogskin den im gonna go study... set...
haha
:)
ciao~

2006-05-01T20:30:00.000+08:00

woots... im back frm work... so tired... cos not enuff slp... lol... thw job was okay la... the malay gurl din come.. wen i was dere... 3 days lohx.. she late.. by a while still nvm... but is by hours lohx... so terrible... alamak...
but she dun come oso gud lahx... i gt bad feeling abt working wif her...
wadeva...

im rather tired... and i better concentrate on the game wif jason.. be4 i lose lyk shit... =)))
ciao~

2006-04-28T16:22:00.000+08:00

sibei sian...
im so bored can?
tml go work liaox...
i've practically imagined the worst tings tat can possibly hapen to me tml...
im so prepared... for the worse...
well... life isnt tt bad afterall...
serene says she love me!!!
lol... so we're gonn make sumone else fall...
lol... she's so cute...
den lynette... i love messing her hair... she's cute too...
den charmaine... she shouted fcuk out loud after hearing tt the re-test is postponed...
so cute...
den melg... she complained against ninja-teatle... haha... cute too
den sarah... tot me wad to study for re-test... cute...
yuqi... sent me the 1 million dollar song... so funny...
y so many cute ppl ard me derx?
but im still so stressed... mayb cos of MYE... it sucks...
wadeva...
gtg...
ciao...

2006-04-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

harlow~~~
i've got nth to do lehx...
so bored...
how???

went queensway jux now... wif melg and charmaine... we bought the same bags!!! haha!!! so cool... cant wait for monday...
we gonna go shop lyk siao...
lol =))

wad my mum said makes sense... ppl do change as time passes... it's a matter of who dey r wif and how dey change... mayb i shldn't blame her for changing.. but blame myself for letting her change into tis way? but... i dunno.. it's lyk... even if i do try... to her... she's the best... so wad for?

alamak... gonna exam liaox... but im sick... omg... i wana vomit... ))=

2006-04-16T15:20:00.000+08:00

omg... i cant settle down... i cant finish studying.. im addicted to touching my com.. somebody chop my hands off... but den again... no hands how to flip pages in bks? den canot flip den canot study lohx... argh!!! lol... i miss bitching ard wif sarah melg nana and my beloved charmaine... all r beloved-s... haha... i cant wait for tml... den we can bitch ard again!!! wahaha... i seriously shld go bak to my bks... but sumhow or rather... i tink my bks duwan c me... how? i cant study!!! i nid sumbody to stress me den i will do lohx... OMG!!! i miss spending the whole day with my bks... wahaha...

i shall try studying again... for the sake of the upcoming mid-years... but my com shall b on.. still... wahaha =)

2006-04-15T16:05:00.000+08:00

i stayed up til 3 ytd nite... revising... den i couldn't slp... but i managed to slp.. at ard 4? den i woke up at 8+ toss and turn till 9+ wen my mum woke me up... cos my bro haven finish his work... teh....

after washing up i on laptop online liaox... wahaha
den my bro cher complain den hafta off... sian... but it's on again... lol... i designed tis template for karin and me... well... it was for her onli... at furz... den i tink... i lyk it too.. so i took it... but im afraid she wun wan it... hmmm... tok to her ltr bahx... =)

2006-04-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

aw gawd... we've (charmaine, melg, nana, sarah and me) been bitching for lyk duno how long... lol... dey're so funny... wahaha... dey brighten my day?... mayb...

aw man... im so bored... i wasnt bored wen we were bytching ard... cos i haf maths to complete and topics to bytch abt and yokie was lyk.. 'hurry up go do ur hw!!!' lol.. so i was lyk... paying attention to all of them.. kang liang too... the shuai ge in charmaine's neopic... lol...

anw.. i linked melg... she tinks she shld b more famous den xiaxue... lol... feel lyk having sch tml.. even tho it means i dun get to slp... i mean.. even if i getta slp.. i cant wad.. so wad's the point? rite? lol...

aiyo... i so bored... brought bak loads of bks... mayb i shld settle down and start studying... seriously... but tt's a mayb... wahaha

2006-04-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

woah... im doin hw!!! wahaha... okay... quite surprising... but yeap.. it's true... im studying... rilly... i nida pull up my marks... desperately... lol... gotta do well for my Os... hafta go jc... den can take med... altho.. it's lyk... dam far... but well.. it's olwaes gd to plan early... at least i haf a goal... wun b roaming aimlessly... i guess... wahaha... doesn't sound lyk me ehx? i dunno lehx... through alot of tings... i learnt tat... i learnt wad to do... how to plan.. who r the ppl who rilly cares... at least i haf a beta idea of wad i shld b doin and how i shld do aniting... beta den nth ehx?

anw... gotta keep tis short... gotta do work den revise for mid year... i've got no time to waste... wahaha

2006-04-02T20:16:00.000+08:00

wahaha... im leading a beta life!!! woots~

karin's my best butt!!! wahaha... im so overjoyed... today dam hyper-active... wahaha... duno y...

hmmm... my eye... gt tt ting growing... hmmm... who cares... but i din go for syf AND PROMO TEST!!! ARGH!!! ok... i shall calm down... hmmm... my mum din wan me to go... so yeap.. i couldn't go... wadeva... it's past tense...
i wonder if ms ang would come afta me tml... kia kia...

aiyox... today gt superstar leh... sibei sian... afta yuyang out dun haf the mood to watch liaox... wahaha... aiyox... i gotta go watch tv lerx... yokie... sot sot... wahaha!!!

Karin is MY best BUD!!! nobody can snatch her away frm me.. wahaha!!!

takkire -

2006-03-19T20:01:00.000+08:00

omg... freaking pissed again... tt idiot scold me knn for no reason!!! nt fair lohx... he scold me den i no time to scold back den he offline lerx... he den knn lahx... idiot... put ugly pics on frenster... y? u wana scare ppl off ahx... no wonder lesser ppl r using frenster nowadays... muz b bcos of ppl lyk him... IDIOT!!!! hmpf...

i shall cool down... since i scold lerx.. who cares if he doesn't c tis... bleahx~

takkire

2006-03-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

im jux feeling so dammit FREAKING PISSED

u can claim tat u hate backstabbers.. wen u r one urself... wad a joke... luff man luff... u can say tat other ppl call their frens besties yet she backstab dem... wad abt u? dun u do the same? wadeva man.. wadeva... i've had enuff of all tat puting up a fake front... tryin to cope wif all tat lies... ugh.. the feeling sux completely... i betcha haven tried tat freaking feeling... thx man.. thx for letting me trust u... lyk i said today at lunch.. make me fly den i duno how to land nicely so i fall and die... tt's jux so nice man... SO BLOODY NICE!!! u r the perfect ones... i cant b perfect.. totally IMPERFECT! since im tat bad... i rather we end it all here... wif a bloody fullstop... continue man... cos im nt gonna care... im gonna care no more... cos u aint worth my time...

ugh... i finally noe wad's the freakin problem wif me tis few days... frens.. mayb wanting, sujia and jason were rite.. frens r meant to b betrayed... u cna disagree but if u were in my shoes... u wld feel the same... u can put in everyting but everyting goes into the bin.. ugh... wadeva.. im nt gonna care... care so much for wad? care le den u r the person who lands up in a pool of tears... so cool rite... wadeva la... cant b bothered no more... thx for being the BEST FREN... rmb tat word.. BEST FREN

2006-03-15T20:27:00.000+08:00

im bored... dammit bloody bored...
i desperately luking for entertainment...
cal me a despo... but its for entertainment...
singapore is boring... simply boring and nth else...
no mood... moodless... tt's me...
ugh... i hate my life... it simply sucks...
my life sucks even wen i duno y it sucks wen i control my life...
well... at least im supposed to control it...
i lost control... wen i saw u... now i cant forget u...
wad a joke... im crapping...
getting hysterical... den im gona go mad...
dun feel lyk goin to np tml...
im lyk... so tired... wen i aredy haf more slp den i used to during schdaes...
i feel more... energised on schdays... dun get it...
goin haywire... i guess... mayb i shall do sth to my blog... lyk... change the skin or sth lyk tat...
i wld nv delete it... it's my only form of entertainment...
and it helps me get rid of time too... nt bad ehx?
haha...
tryin to survive... forgetting the past... tryin to start afresh... huhx?! who typed tat? lol...
CRAP... tt's me...

jux ignore tis post... it's full of crap...

2006-03-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

haiyo... im feeling so dam bloody sian can... its the holis but im cooped up at hm... wif nth to do nobody to tok to nothing to do.... in short... im bored... haix.........

my leg recovered... after 2 wks... lol... i broke my record... lol... wadeca... im writing lol wen i simply cant luff... nt even smile... sick... today had np... tml haf np... the day afta tml wil b having np... in short... tis whole holi i wun b able to enjoy... lyk wth can...

im so broke le la... after buying all tat present... let's c wad i hafta buy...
1. cable for fone...
2. hair cut
3. kbox session wif sumone decent...
4. day out at the theatres
5. new file

kind souls out dere can help me wif it lohx.. lol...

aiyahx.. im jux so sian now... brain malfunctioning... again... wadeva...

takkire

2006-03-09T12:26:00.000+08:00

haix.. so many tings happen recently... my leg hasn't recover... girls team got 11th... lost to schs lyk wad? hougang? OMG... and the guys got 18th... everybody's so affected can... had .22 yesterday... was quite okay lahx... laila mam said that bernice masturah and me haf potential... i dunno abt me lahx.. but dey said i am quite stable... wonder if tat's a gd ting or bad... i dunoo..... gt back ppr ytd.. i din fail any subject... quite unxpected... dey say cum 3/4 canot study derx.. but i can.. according to jon... din fail ani subject but my agegrate is onl 61.4%... bloody low... but mayb i shld nt expect ta much out of myself... moreover... tis is onli term 1... and... 3/4... the class of fun... lol...

on the whole... my class is actually GOOD!!! im actuallie having kuch more fun den in 2/4... perhaps... too early to say i guess... my class... it rox... if i rilly hafta put it into words... aniwae... im in sch... still... hafta go soon... ciao...

takkire
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2006-03-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

sianx... i bai ka again... but tis time nt sprain.. is cos i clever den i peg my own leg... again...den nw bloody pain.. wrap for so many days liaox.. oso no improvement.. in fact it's getting frm bad to worse... tt's the coolest part...

tml gt training... but im nt goin.. mama dun let me go.. she insist tat i go to the doc tml... yeap.. and now.. im telling cave sotong lame jokes... quite lame.. but i M lame wad.. lol..

aniwae... gtg...

2006-02-17T22:06:00.000+08:00

alamak... todae so malu.. cry in front of so many ppl... but actuallie is c cheer huiay liaox den cry until lidat derx lahx... haix... im stil in sad mode... haix... duno wad to say... but sumhow... felt more relaxed afta toking to lian kiat... wad to say.. he more mature noe more tings den us... afta the consultation wif him for abt 10 mins rili felt beta lohx.. so hafta rili thank him... hehx hehx...

today training was quite okay but we rili haf alot more to go if we rili wana get the champion... yeap... den after training we went to complete sth for the guys since it was the prelims the next day... yeap... had lotsa fun and discovered tat we could actuallie co-exist rilli well tgt... WEE~ im so hapy... hee hee...

aniwae... the prelims for the guys is tml... im so enxious for them... Jia You guys!!! do ur bez and show the others wad new town is made of, alritex? cheers~

2006-01-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

An Nyeong Ha She Yo...

aiyox.. sian lehx... its boring at sch... nth to do... nobody to tok to... nt tat i wan it tis way but dun rili feel lyk toking nowadays... but it's different wen im wif cheer huay.. we olwaes haf alot to tok abt... or rather.. to crap abt... lolx... i olwaes feel beta wif her... we basically chat abt everyting under the sun... lolx... its more carefree lahx... but her attitude beta den mine.. so gotta learn frm her... heex...

sian lehx... fri is onli CNY's eve eve.. den no half day.. but nt fair lohx.. pri schs get half day off... but who cares lahx.. nt lyk i goin back dere... no memories dere oso... sec. sch gt more... gd n bad... hmmm... actuallie tot tat seniors wun go back but rox says dey will... but i duno lahx.. sumtimes she tok nt vli accurate... lolx...

goin town on fri... it's lyk i finallie get to go out after so long can? tml gonna go splurge lyk siaox... tat's wad u do wen u go shop wad... hehex... but i tink cheer huay gona do more of the shopping bahx... is she ask me to go one mahx... heh hehx... no matter wad... im luking forward to it...

im jux so bored can??? nobody online derx... snail online lehx... but he put as away... he slow lahx... stil call me kancheong queen... is he slow lohx.. nt i fast... lolx... aniwae... duno y but he olwaes win me one lohx... i bu shuang.. muz win him some dae.. lolx...

ahx......... i gt nth to do!!! im tokin to air liaox... im goin MAD!!! ahx!!!! aniwae... todae quite alot of gd tings happen lahx... duno how to say oso... wadeva.... hack care.. i oso forget liaox.. sumhow lahx... tml i gona pon pe again.. cos i gt tat MC... til tml... but after tat gt np den i oso duno whether i shld do or not lehx... aiyahx.. hack care lahx... tml den c how lohx...

aniwae.. gtg... takkire

2006-01-23T18:02:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!! my x-ray result is out.. that nurse jus called me.. OMG!!! im so freaked out.. how??? i dam scared lohx... but mayb i can lac abit lahx.. weneva i get worked up tings dun get rite... so tis time it'll b fine... i hope.. i duwan miss sch lohx... i wana top the class derx lehx.. i haf resolutions to complete one lehx... OMG!!!!!

the medicine i nid now is jus sumone to hear me out... i m jus so bloody freaked out can?! scared oso dun haf sumbody listen to me... haix.. sianx lahx... im freaked out... fullstop.. i cant control the fear lahx.. or rather the anxiety.. i dunoo lahx... i onli noe im freaked out... OMG!!!

2006-01-21T19:03:00.000+08:00

An Nyeong ha she yo...

im so tired... and bored... tired cos of training and insufficient slp... bored cos i gt nth to do... at all... ARGH!!!

sianx lehx.. oso duno online for wad.. oso nobody online derx... i online for NTH!!!
but wadeva lahx.. hope tat sumone wil cum online ltr but presently... im nt in the mood to do aniting.. at all... cos im too tired... and slpy...

actually oso duno y i tired lohx... i nv rilly do alot at training jus now... but my backbone hurts... still... rilly feel lyk slping... but den cant bear to leave my laptop alone.. diaox...

i duno wad to write lerx lahx... im too dammit tired to tink... my headache is cuming back...

takkire

2006-01-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

An Nyeong Ha She Yo...

Yipeng gona go mad liaox... lol... i kip disturbing him... haha... since the sale of uniform tat day... lol...

aniwae... tis few days dun feel tat gd... my back.. acting up again... even my mama oso say.. so young onli gt so much problems... lolx... summore nt enuff slp cos of training hw and sch... tt's the onli ting i dun lyk abt sch... in sufficient slp... well... other den tat.. it's the past tat makes me feel nt as gd bahx... i duno lahx.. but a lot happened den all of a sudden... i start tinking abt the past... it jus dowsn't make sense... i mean... y am i tinking abt it now wen it has lyk passed for almost one yr...

aiyahx.. tink so much oso no use lahx.... make myself more irritated onli...come to tink of it.. i dun even noe if it is my fault tat everyting has landed up in tis state... could b my fault bahx... aiyahx.. i dunno lahx...

tml nt goin sch cos hafta go X-Ray... sianx... den nv go sch but at hm oso nth to do lahx... oso duno which is beta... haix...

rilly duno wad to say le la... in short... it hasnt been rilly gd for me... but shld b grateful tat it's onli at tis stage and nt worse.. if nt i wil go mad one day...

tata..
takkire

2005-12-30T22:23:00.000+08:00

An nyeong ha she yo...

Today was a great day... went out wif cheer huay... met her at ard 1120 on the train.. den we alight at Orchard... she wanted to buy her bag furx so we went to the adidas shop but den no stock liaox.. dne went to opposite far east oso dun haf... but she stil gt it at far east... quite nice i muz say... but oso quite ex bahx... den after she bought her bag we walked back den went to shaw house to buy tix for the chinese tall story... but den we were late for the show at 1250 by lyk 5 mins but we stil wanted to buy the 1250 one but den the queue was quite long so din buy the 1250 one but the 1500 tix lohx... den we went to eat mac... crap for quite a bit... den dere was tis small lil gurl.. she vli cute.. den while her dad was buying her fries she had to sit wif us to wait for her dad... she was lyk paisehx paisehx derx... den dere was tis bunch of gurls cheer huay say dey were frm np... one of the gurls was so lazy she jus cut thru den hit the gurl she oso nv say aniting... i was pissed den kip starin at her... her frens knew mahx.. den dey stare at me den becum cheer huay and me stare at dem.. lolx... den be4 we go we wait wif the gurl for her dad den we go... be4 we go we oso gt say bye to her... den she gt say back oso.. so kawaii nehx... aniwae.. we went window shopping.. den go try the cosmetics.. lolx.. the nail enamel part onli... quite fun bahx.. but! din buy... lolx... den ard 1436 went back up to the toilet be4 entering...

the movie was lyk funi and sad and touching bahx... it was funi in the sense tat it was so cartoon... lolx... den the sad is onli for sum of the parting parts... den touching is lyk wen the tang shen zhang sacrifice himself for the gal.. so wei da... the jing gu bang the bez lehx.. gt password to activate den disactivate derx... lolx... to activate is ai ni yi wan nian den to deactivate is wo bu ai ni lerx... cute ritex?

den after tat it started to rain so had to go by underpass den went to popular furx but den in the end we dcided to go to more den words to buy prezzie for my cousin... after tat i saw anader prezzie for my other cousin.. after buying.. i was broke... sianx... -.-''' den wen we walking to more den words gt one guy disiao... dey were in threes lahx... 2 guy 1 gal den he tok wif his fren den suddenly point at us den say wad u wan ah.. nehx... gif u lohx.. den we were lyk.. 'chee bye lahx...' but din say lahx... muz b guai kia mahx... but we kept crapping abt how we shld haf 'fix' him... lolx...

on the whole we bought quite alot and had a lot of fun.... i was supposed to reach hm by 5 but in the end bcos went to get cheer huay's pay so in the end reach hm at 7+ goin 8... lolx... but my dad din rilly scoldoso lahx... so i was safe in the end...

aniwae.. tml gt training so.. gotta slp early bahx... yeap.. end here lohx...

takkire
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2005-12-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

Kam sa ha me da....

sianx.. today had training... so had to wake up early lohx... but aniwae... went to training but den no CIs nor TOs.. so quite slack lahx.. but evi and ming wei came up wif new design combining the ideas of swee hoh sir and mr chan and teck wei sir...

aniwae... found william's fan club.. he rilly dam cool.. he's gt brains luks and talent.. so pei fu... but i nt sayin the rest nt gd.. everybody is gd.. everybody is equal... yea...

tml goin out wif cheer huay.. tink we'll b crappin all the way bahx.. lolx...

aniwae... gtg...

takkire
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2005-12-24T09:36:00.000+08:00

sianx.. dunno how long nv cum and post lehx.. in fact i din even touch the com lahx... but aniwae... i still hafta post... tt's wad a blog is for wad...

sch holis r olwaes lyk tat... nth to do and wen u hafta go to sch for sth... it's olwaes as early as 8... sumtimes rilly find it strange.. wen we can wake up late we dun slp tat early and wen we hafta get up early we olwaes find it tiring.. and the word to use is definitely sleepy.. haiyo.. wad crap i toking abt lahx...

ytd went to sch for the uniform sale... one of the gurls was quite rude to her mom... c liao oso angry dun get it loh.. her mom can actuallie stand her... den one of the parents pissed cheer huay off... she used cheer huay as live model lyk tat... summore still instruct her ard.. den cheer huay gt angry... lolx.... she still hit prasana's bum lohx.. sot sot one... but old ppl r usually lyk tt.. so we shall forgive them lahx... on the whole din rilly do much and earned $14.. my furx pay of my entire life... wanted to gif to my mom den she say tis $14 u kip.. nxt time wen u haf decent job i will take 10% of ur pay... lolx... but i noe she wun take one lahx.. even if she rilly take i dun mind giving her more either lahx...

aiyo... duno wad's happening to me lohx.. ltr here injured ltr dere injured.. i oso dunno wad i doin at all lohx... but aniwae... i'll stop here...

an nyeong hi kye she yo
takkire
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2005-10-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

ugh.. i wan lang man man wu the vcd... my stoopid parents jux wun let me hav it.. use my own $$ cannot.. use their $$ cannot den starhub giving away i wan oso cannot.. OST so dun let me get.. walau.. den my bro go buy dey nv tok.. summore is nv ask den go buy lohx.. i gt ask den cannot.. dam fucking fair ad.. and dey claim tt dey treat me beta.. shit lahz.. tok cok...

2005-10-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

todae went to sch to settle the ice issue... my parents through out the whole ting... den i can onli tiam tiam... den after tt shake hand wif him den yeap.. everyting was officially closed... i tink.. den went to queenswat to buy specs.. my specs quite cool bahz.. its sort of rimless and srt of half rim... black and white.. lolz.. 130... tt'll b abt5 wks of allowance...but who cares...

den came hm and play till nw.. tseng told us classes we goin... haix.. actuallie was dam sad tt i goin3/4 the laz class and the class tt all my enemies r.. at least most of dem r my enemies.. i tink... but who cares lahz.. who say laz class nt gd.. i'll prove dem wrong.. i hope.. so wad if gt enemies dere? at most whole morning on mp3 onli mahz.. who cares.. heez...

aniwae.. gtg.. bro takin ova...
takkire
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